Posted in Closer to God, Faith, journeys, life, silence speaks, tagged courage and strength, Faith, journeys, life, reflections, silence speaks, thoughts on January 7, 2017 |
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I had another play with an app on Facebook. Sometimes, they hit the nail on the head, sometimes it is just a play with words. Are they just looking in to a few shout outs I made there?
Here’s what it says:
Not everyone knows the fights you have had to fight in life. Not everyone sees your scars and the things that you had to go through. What they see is a smile on your face and assumes all’s well but only you know how much you are hurting still.
It’s partly true. One has to be strong to face all those early trials in one’s life. One has to have faith in what comes next. One has to believe. Standing strong. Standing still. These are words that always stand out when I think of the past. These are words that make me hope to be better, to dream more and just feel glad I am alive.
The smile would always be there. I believe in greeting each morning with a big smile on my face. I believe that everything would be okay the moment I wake up. I just believe. One could be sensitive and sentimental enough to reminisce a little of what has been, the good times would always be memories to cherish, but sometimes one should be bold enough to accept the truth that things happen (maybe for a reason), that they are not a part of one’s dream. We should not be afraid to see what is at the bend in the road, there is probably something more to discover that makes life more meaningful. When you have faced challenging circumstances in your life and you’re still standing, I call that courage. When you believe that eventually things fall into place, I call that faith.
I love this quote from Helen Keller: “Faith is the strength by which a shattered world shall emerge into light.”
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Posted in book reviews, books, Closer to God, Faith, Goodreads' 2016 Reading Challenge, journeys, life, literature and Fiction, rainy days, reading, thoughts, tagged books, Closer to God, Faith, guilty pleasures, journeys, life, literature and Fiction, silence speaks, thoughts on August 8, 2016 |
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It’s a wet and cold morning and it’s been raining on and off since the start of the weekend. Hanging habagat (southwest monsoon) is definitely here. It was a busy weekend though. It’s a good thing we were able to finish some gardening chores early.
When you are forced to stay at home because of the weather, you either keep busy or you relax to your heart’s content. I did both…haha! Aside from gardening, I was able to find time to read two books over the weekend and to watch two movies on YouTube. Yes, you heard it right. For the first time in so many years, I caught myself finding some inspirational movies that would lift the soul and strengthen faith. The Song of Bernadette did just that. I could not remember the last time I watched this movie. I found a version in Blu-Ray. The Song of Bernadette is a 1943 drama film that tells the story of Bernadette Soubirous, a young visionary of Lourdes who later became a saint. From February to July 1858 in Lourdes, France, she reported eighteen visions of the Blessed Virgin Mary. This film is based on the true story of Bernadette Soubirous, and adapted from the book written by Franz Werfel. What a lovely, lovely way to spend two hours straight infront of my computer and see this film.
Lately, I was lucky enough to find more books on faith and redemption and how beautiful life could be despite the treacherous journey and the unfaithfulness of mankind. Alicia Ruggieri is new on my list of authors and I like her writing style. She writes grace-filled and Christ-centered fiction. If you have time, try to read her A Time of Grace trilogy. The first book made me really cry and think of life, it’s beauty and its angst. The Fragrance of Geraniums is such a beautiful book. I am in the middle of reading the second one entitled All Our Empty Places which picks up the story where it left off in the first one. I wonder if I’ll be able to find the third and the concluding book in the trilogy. I am not really into trilogies but this one is worth it. There are those stories that make you feel they’re real and you get into them like you would a story of a friend or yours, you feel the sadness, the triumphs and the pain. You feel that hope is not a dead thing but a journey that makes you look forward to another day.
A friend suggested another writer and poet. The blog is truly inspiring. I searched the link. You may visit it here.
It’s raining still and I am caught with these words, we are all special in God’s eyes. God’s grace overflows.
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Posted in blessings, Closer to God, Faith, journeys, life, photography, reflections, tagged candle light photography, Closer to God, Faith, journeys, life, photography, reflections, silence speaks, thoughts on July 20, 2016 |
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I’ve always been in awe of candle light photography. I remember those photos I took of lighted candles at the St. Padre Pio Chapel near our place.
Watching the flickering flames somehow brings that inner peace in one’s soul, the quiet of the moment, fervent prayers uttered, the beauty of the Now.
A niece who is vacationing in France sent me some photos of the Basilica of the Sacred Heart of Jesus in Paris and these is one of them. She knows that I love subjects like this and she told me, “I took those photos for you auntie”. She hasn’t shared it on other social media sites, she said I could use them any way I want, be it on my blog or as personal collection. Thank you Annabelle.
I am imagining myself right there at this moment, reflecting about life, its beauty and its angst while watching the flames sway and dance.
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Posted in blessings, Faith, journeys, life, silence speaks, tagged a bit of myself, Closer to God, journeys, life, my 7th year, silence speaks on July 14, 2016 |
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The day would have been incomplete without this.
Today, I am celebrating my 7th year in remission. THANK YOU LORD for the gift of life. Thank you for all the blessings.Thank you for the gifts of family and friends who were with me throughout this journey.
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Posted in Faith, Happy 2014, inspiration, journeys, life, silence speaks, thoughts, tagged Faith, journeys, life, reflections, silence speaks, thoughts on July 8, 2016 |
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Poised to spread her wings
ready for flight
wanting to explore and discover
what life is all about,
But she is shivering in the cold
and wet morning.
Time would be kind enough
And let the sun show its face
so she could fly.
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Happy Monday friends and Happy Fourth of July for those in the US. I was surprised to see my son going to work in maong pants and t-shirt early this morning then he reminded me that it’s a holiday. They are allowed to wear casual attire during holidays in the US because it is where their main office is located. We used to celebrate July 4 as Filipino-American Friendship Day, a legal holiday too here in our country until our celebration of Independence Day was changed to the correct date which is June 12.
I planned to start July blogging every day like I did during the 2011 Post A Day challenge. No go as usual. There are some priorities that has to be met especially on weekends when my son is around. I am grateful though for those new followers of this blog. There was this message from WordPress yesterday afternoon that there was a spike on my stats. True enough when I checked, it has significantly gone up. Search engines are busy and I noticed that my most read posts are from several years ago. Come to think of it, I have nearly forgotten sharing those posts. Imagine having 1,813 posts since I started blogging here way back May 2009. The blog which was supposedly for sharing my journey as a cancer patient/survivor has turned out into a hodgepodge of “what have you’s” from gardening to photography to sharing my world as a grandmother. It’s a life full of challenges, a life full of lovely and precious moments, a life of simple things that gives joy to the heart, a life of small miracles and wonderful blessings that makes every moment precious. The journey is not that smooth at times but I get by with the help of my family and loving friends who love me the way I am, warts and all. I thank the Lord for giving me the strength and courage to carry on.
I am on my 7th year in remission, still standing tall amidst everything. I can vividly remember those days when almost every day we would be at the hospital, doctor’s clinics, laboratories for my pre-op clearance and finally having that much dreaded sigmoid surgery mid-July in 2009. And I thought staying at the hospital for almost two weeks of recovery was hard but it was nothing compared to the six cycles of chemotherapy that I had to undergo to get well. Never mind the amount of research I’ve done to booster my immunity eating anti-oxidant food, avoiding meat for a long time, learning to adjust to a life with so many restrictions on one’s diet. Those days were more learning curves for me to get through.
Allow me to say a big THANK YOU to all my friends here at WordPress, to those who always drop a line or two, to those who regularly click “likes” to my posts and to those who pass by this blog and read a post. You all make blogging a lovely journey too.
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