“Live the dream”, she would say. I do. I did. And I like to think that somehow, in between wakefulness and dreamland, life is real. Why am I remembering? Why the sudden recall? Or is this one of those moments that makes one wander far beyond, going far off to a place of childhood dreams? I really don’t know. We used to walk and talk, and dream about big things that only the young would think of and I suddenly pictured her smiling face, creating a sense of sudden longing. Memories sometimes have that power to make one lonely and alone.
I would have liked to share that I’ve through a phase in my life full of so much pain. But I can hear her voice saying, “Life is never perfect”. And she would understand. And I would tell her that I am brave enough to face it all.