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“All night my heart makes its way
however it can over the rough ground
of uncertainties, but only until night
meets and then is overwhelmed by
morning, the light deepening, the
wind easing and just waiting, as I
too, wait (and when have I ever been
disappointed?) for red bird to sing”
Mary Oliver, A Thousand Mornings

I love waking up early thinking of what the day will bring. New hope, new beginnings! I love those quiet moments spent in thanksgiving although at times I skip some beads in my rosary because I am still sleepy.

Mary Oliver always reminds me of how lucky and blessed I am, the morning brings  those inspiring thoughts again.  Years ago, I discovered her writings online and I was impressed at how she could turn simple words into something a reader  would cherish  and ponder upon.  I have two books of her poems given by a generous friend who knows my penchant for collecting book of poems.  I borrowed a title of one of her books and made a blog out of it and until now it is one of my most-read blog posts.

I smiled while I was watering the plants a few minutes ago and thought of Nate and the many photos I took of him during their overnight stay last weekend. I smiled thinking of him asking me how dragons dance and I gladly obliged – what you’ll do to hear the laughter and see the big smile on his face. It was even more hilarious when he imitated my hand gestures and tried dancing too. Those priceless and precious moments would always be remembered with fondness. They are added to the treasure chest.

I am weaning myself off coffee the past few days and I thought I succeeded but this morning was a temptation so I had a nice cup while our three dogs followed  me around the garden probably thinking that I’ll share the cup with them.  Drinking two glasses of water is healthier  than a cup of coffee.

Nissa brought me several books to read and I didn’t know where to start. I haven’t read John Grisham and James Patterson in years so they were quite a change from the contemporary and chick lit books that I have on my e-reader.  I am almost done with my 2015 reading challenge on Goodreads (45 books out of 50), 21 books ahead of schedule. Hooray!

This morning brings those lovely thoughts again.

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The cold mornings are back

Or is it just me

enjoying the break of dawn

when the morning wakes up

slowly in its slumber.

So many dreams to unfold.

So many possibilities.

Hello world!

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Will it take you where you want to go?

Will you discover something new?

Will it make your dreams come true?

Be brave.

Be strong.

The challenge is waiting.

Happiness –

is what you make it.

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I was so looking forward to the month of May but it came and went with nary a thing that I could remember it by except the intense heat that it brought to the country. There were the occasional thirty-minute rains late noon or early at night which made me clean our small pond manually since we haven’t attached our new submersible pump yet. I miss our Koi fish which I used to watch early in the morning as they did their morning exercise of swimming back and forth in their small abode. Such is life, a certain phase of the journey has to end sometimes or take a back seat to give way to a new adventure. I promise myself though that I won’t take care of Koi again. I am thinking of converting the vacant pond to a garden with lots or ornamental flowers but I miss the relaxing  and soothing sound of trickling water every time I visit it.

I think I forgot how to blog. The past few days have been all work  and to tell you the truth I wasn’t really inspired to write a few lines. Maybe, blogging has ingrained itself so much in my psyche that life feels a little wanting without writing my thoughts so here I am again trying to organize them.

June, what have you got in store for me?

A few nights ago, I dreamed of fireflies, those tiny insects that my cousins and I used to catch at night when we were kids. We would put them in empty glass jars and watch the tiny flames in their bodies. I dreamed I was in the middle of a meadow watching the fireflies dance and waiting for the stars to show themselves in the night sky. They are best seen in the darkest of night don’t you think? Sometimes I miss the simple life we had in the province.

My son Josef is turning thirty-one in three weeks. He asked me to suggest a place where we could spend dinner or maybe lunch and I jokingly told him, I haven’t seen a movie in a decade. And I mean, the big cinema is now a luxury that I haven’t enjoyed for the longest time. DVDs and occasional Star movies on television put a stop to that. We both laughed when I told him that I like a big bag of popcorn too. Why is eating popcorn so tempting when you are inside a movie house?

Welcome June, I hope you won’t pass us by too quickly.

“In early June the world of leaf and blade and flowers explodes, and every sunset is different.”  – John Steinbeck

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We have just been told that today, April 1 is the official start  of  summer. It’s funny really since here we are, a little anxious about a coming typhoon which reports say would be a really strong one. I am keeping my fingers crossed that when it reach Philippine shores it would weaken and let us enjoy the weekend. Easter Triduum will start tomorrow and there is Easter Sunday to really look forward to. This morning my son asked me if we will be able to do our annual Visita Iglesia  as we planned. I told him that if the weather gets really worse, we could just visit our Parish and  do our Fourteen Stations of the Cross there. What is important is to spend  our time in prayer, do our own reflections and remember that this is the most important occasion in celebrating our faith as Catholics. Time to reflect, time to give thanks, time to celebrate God’s overflowing graces. I remember a Lenten recollection I attended a year ago and the priest asked the participants what is their favorite passage in the Bible and most of us had the same thoughts and remembered these words:

For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish  but have eternal life.  – John 3:16

This is the message that the season of Lent brings. Pope Francis in his 2015 message for the Holy Lent reminded us to ask the Lord: “Make our hearts like yours”, a heart which is firm and merciful, attentive and generous, a heart which is not closed, indifferent or prey to the globalization of indifference.

April.

It’s stuck in my head again. Every time April comes, I remember it.  And I sing, silently. My April dreams sometimes are just that, dreams and longings, pleasant thoughts that slowly unravel and envelope me in the comfort of tears. Oh yes, you might wonder, I cry when I am happy. Over the years, silence has become a friend, a friend I seek and welcome.  I need not speak of my thoughts (the words would not  come anyway) but silence is there waiting for me to break into a song.

♫♪♫Little did we know

Where the road would lead

Here we are a million miles away from the past

Travelin’ so fast now There’s no turning back

If our sweet April dream doesn’t last♫♪♪

Here comes April and summer memories.

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Thank you Lord

for these silent moments.

I am grateful

for the times I felt so down

and You made me feel Your

presence.

 

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