The day is quiet and the sky is cloudy
I stay here in one corner, thinking, remembering
Everything seems to stand still
Except mom repeatedly saying that she lost her earring
She lost it even before the funeral
And she remembered finding it now
It is lost forever.
How could you find something that tiny?
Amongst all these
A hodge podge of everything.
I lost touch with the world when Alden left us
Suddenly becoming uninterested with the outcome of our election.
(May 24, 2022)
This is such a tough time for you, Arlene. My heart grieves with you.
LikeLiked by 1 person
I need your kind words. Thank you Anne.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Oh .. sincere condolences Arlene .. 💔💕
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you Ivor.
LikeLiked by 1 person
I can imagine that your world feels upside down at the moment, Arlene. All your friends around the world are thinking of you.
Best wishes, Pete.
LikeLiked by 1 person
I know, thank you all so much for these comforting words. It’s hard to move on at the moment.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Is your mother able to know that Alden is missing? Perhaps her focus on the earring is as close as she can get to the sense something isn’t right.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Sometimes she ask if Alden is gone, at other times she asks if he is already well. Everyday she keeps asking where she is, in the province or here at home.
LikeLiked by 1 person
It must be very scary for her right now. It is loving of you to keep reassuring her.
LikeLiked by 1 person
She forgets but she’s okay. Thanks!
LikeLiked by 1 person