I was so looking forward to the month of May but it came and went with nary a thing that I could remember it by except the intense heat that it brought to the country. There were the occasional thirty-minute rains late noon or early at night which made me clean our small pond manually since we haven’t attached our new submersible pump yet. I miss our Koi fish which I used to watch early in the morning as they did their morning exercise of swimming back and forth in their small abode. Such is life, a certain phase of the journey has to end sometimes or take a back seat to give way to a new adventure. I promise myself though that I won’t take care of Koi again. I am thinking of converting the vacant pond to a garden with lots or ornamental flowers but I miss the relaxing and soothing sound of trickling water every time I visit it.
I think I forgot how to blog. The past few days have been all work and to tell you the truth I wasn’t really inspired to write a few lines. Maybe, blogging has ingrained itself so much in my psyche that life feels a little wanting without writing my thoughts so here I am again trying to organize them.
June, what have you got in store for me?
A few nights ago, I dreamed of fireflies, those tiny insects that my cousins and I used to catch at night when we were kids. We would put them in empty glass jars and watch the tiny flames in their bodies. I dreamed I was in the middle of a meadow watching the fireflies dance and waiting for the stars to show themselves in the night sky. They are best seen in the darkest of night don’t you think? Sometimes I miss the simple life we had in the province.
My son Josef is turning thirty-one in three weeks. He asked me to suggest a place where we could spend dinner or maybe lunch and I jokingly told him, I haven’t seen a movie in a decade. And I mean, the big cinema is now a luxury that I haven’t enjoyed for the longest time. DVDs and occasional Star movies on television put a stop to that. We both laughed when I told him that I like a big bag of popcorn too. Why is eating popcorn so tempting when you are inside a movie house?
Welcome June, I hope you won’t pass us by too quickly.
“In early June the world of leaf and blade and flowers explodes, and every sunset is different.” – John Steinbeck